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Recovering from a broken heart. Trying to forget and piece together the relics of a life which is no longer mine to live. Dealing with legacy issues in a family older than time,that I have oh so long ago been exiled from. Growing up and trying to find why before the sand runs out. See: Cheap therapy
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Friday, January 05, 2007

Dream Bus

disaster,

pit

bull
camera
bed
home sweet home

court



There seems to be as natural disaster of some sort, I can't make out what it is in the panic of people running around although Brad Pitt seems to be in front of a news camera with a cocky attitude telling the public "I told you so". I think he has a monkey and...mind you this isn't the guy women go crazy over, he has big glasses, and odd hat and a big beard.

At one point he, and maybe a general are leaning up against shipping crates over looking the entire mess.

In the dream I'm very young, maybe 8 or even 7. It almost seems that every event that happens in one time line during the dream implants memories of the future that are based upon the action happening then and there.

At one point, we are on a bus, (My brother, who is perhaps 5 of 6, and myself). We then come across a neighbor hood creep we seem to know. He talks of disaster and how it's all over and then demands our jackets or he will hurt us.

On a side note,: in reality I'm reminded of 1st, or 2nd grade. There was a bully on the school bus. (I doubt it was the same, I can't even recall a face) and my brother would laugh at his antics. Till one day he kept poking him..then I realized he was not friend, he was foe. Not laughing with us, but rather at us. From that day forth every time we rode the bus together I made sure he was seated to the window, and I would protect him from said bully every day till the end of the year. My brother doesn't recall this, but I just did.

I knew he was stronger than both of us combined and I instantly saw his trial date, in what I was expecting NYC, but turned out to be New Haven. I gave him my jacket, It was all I had on and now had no shirt. He then demanded the same of my brother. I reluctantly prompted him to hand it over.

He then made some sort of comment regarding his pecks. I was so furious, yet so helpless.

I'm not sure whether I threw fists and they landed in a different realty, or I envisioned hitting him. Every fist I threw hit a stack of pink magazines, leaving faint knuckle marks after time.

I then recall flashes of us moving up the stairs at the house in NY. (there were many such flashes, but I can't recall nearly all of them)

Mean while our mother was in the hospital..and she was about to die due to injuries related to the disaster, She was talking to someone, and I can't recall what.

I then once again saw the future, my brother and his lovely home, and his family.

He had a picture discreetly hung on the wall, it was brown, with stripes of sorts, I can't recall what exactly it was. However then I recalled the past and , as my mother hastily prepared her two sons on to the evacuation bus, she picked up two digital cameras and took pictures of us, and our family and handed them to the both of us..


I woke up ready to cry...even in death a mother who had done so much to keep a family together through so much.The photo that still hung, memories...the future, all at the same time.

I see very little relevance in this dream however...It was far from what I typically dream of.

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