Elizabeth…

Forgive me

I have cancer.

I am not seeking help.

I am excepting it as an easy way out.

Funny considering all the places I’ve been , all that has happened to me over the years.
Between being shot, being stabbed, being in a plane crash, so many auto crashes.
etc etc and still surviving. It seems like a cheat.

I used to say my greatest fear in life was an unhonorable death (see: cancer)
But all that was until I met you.

Steps will be taken to take care of you fiscally if you ever seek it so you will
Never need to worry about funding your research. However seeing as how you did
not take me up on this offer when I went to apply for SF I feel you will not take this
offer now or ever.

Some considerations will be granted to my brother for when he decides to have children
and seeing as how you fail to hold interest in any of the properties they will be passed over to
Whom ever will carry on the family lines and added to the family estates.

To you however…

To you there is just one thing ,..rather one point I wish to convey.

To my death bed I shall keep the promises made to you.
To you my faith lies in. Beyond you there is no higher being or identity.
I have been faithful to you and only you, and never has another
even held a light to your radiance. Never shall you place be stolen
from my mantle upon which you rest so high that not even I dare to take a
glimpse for fear of being blinded by your light.


I will forever be yours in this world and the next.
As your humble servant, and loyal soldier.


Viva Antarctica


p.s. site is still dead but email still works.

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